how many children do you have?
one
how many pregnancies have you had?
2
how old were you when you gave birth?
23
what are your childrens' ages?
14 months (10 weeks pregnant with baby #2)
did any of those end in early release? (miscarriage, still birth or abortion?) if so, can you share a little about those experience?
No. No miscarriage, still birth or abortion
what surprised you about the mushroom journey?
The freedom and calmness it brings me.
Protocol & Dosing
with psilocybin, what has been your dosing experience?
microdose (.1 - 1 gram)
how long did you dose for?
still dosing
if microdosing, what size would you have? (.1 - 1gram)
.2g
in what form were you ingesting the mushroom?
capsules, Mainly capsules but a few times in chocolate
how often did you dose?
intuitively -- as needed
if you were on a protocol, what protocol did you follow?
N/A
did you have any support with dosing?
when did you start ingesting mushrooms?
before i became pregnant
Pregnancy
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms before your pregnancy?
I started using mushrooms about 1.5 years before I became pregnant. I wanted to experience the healing benefits (spiritually, physically, and mentally) as I had ptsd, anxiety, and nervous system dysregulation from trauma. I also wanted to experience the mind-opening benefits and learn insights from “trips”. I mainly used them as a form of medicine. I took them at concerts a few times because dance is meditation. I also had previous experience with LSD but believed mushrooms to be safer and more natural. The safeness of it being a natural plant was a huge motivation. I did a few “large” doses but I mainly microdosed
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms during your pregnancy?
I chose to ingest mushroom while pregnant because I believe they are safe for mother and baby, and they provide ancient wisdom to the body. They affect the brain positively! This can only help a baby’s developing brain. I had a wild pregnancy with no obgyn prenatal care. I wanted to continue to get the benefits of microdosing and didn’t feel called to stop until close to the end.
what benefits did you notice in your pregnancy?
It was hard to notice exactly, but I felt more connected to nature, calm and at peace
After Birth & Breastfeeding
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms after you gave birth?
I had a traumatic birth, baby got stuck with shoulder dystocia which resulted in birth injury. I hoped my baby would get the benefits of microdosing through breastmilk and I hoped that it would help me heal.
did you ingest mushrooms while breastfeeding?
Yes
did you notice any benefits to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
It’s hard to tell as .2 is such a low dose but I’m hoping it is helping us heal spiritually, physically, and mentally
did you notice any challenges to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
Only happened ONCE but I had bad diarrhea after microdosing…
Parenting
what benefits did you notice in your parenting that you attribute to the mushroom?
I felt more connected to my child and I felt more open minded
what were the unwanted effects or challenges of ingesting mushrooms while parenting?
A few times, I had a slight nausea after ingesting but it didn’t last long!
what benefits have you noticed about your children that you attribute to the mushroom?
I really can’t say. My child is disabled from traumatic birth (Nothing to do with mush) and he has healed so well despite severe diagnosis. I attribute it to many things
Summary
what would you like to say to other mothers & pregnant/birthing people about your own experience?
I had many huge breakthroughs and special experiences with mushrooms. I believe they are safe and very beneficial.
would you recommend this path to other people?
Yes. Mushrooms are safe and effective.
