how many children do you have?
two
how many pregnancies have you had?
9
how old were you when you gave birth?
26
what are your childrens' ages?
6&3
did any of those end in early release? (miscarriage, still birth or abortion?) if so, can you share a little about those experience?
Out of those 9, I only have 2 miracle babies.
what surprised you about the mushroom journey?
How well it worked. How it made me more confident in everything I did. The overwhelming gratitude I feel on a daily basis now.
Protocol & Dosing
with psilocybin, what has been your dosing experience?
full dose (3+ grams)
how long did you dose for?
throughout the year
if microdosing, what size would you have? (.1 - 1gram)
.5g
in what form were you ingesting the mushroom?
capsules, whole, powdered
how often did you dose?
intuitively -- as needed
if you were on a protocol, what protocol did you follow?
Mostly 3 days on 3 days off
did you have any support with dosing?
when did you start ingesting mushrooms?
before i became pregnant
Pregnancy
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms before your pregnancy?
Grief, anxiety, depression, the desire for a happier life
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms during your pregnancy?
I did not. I was too paranoid. I wish I could go back because I know I would trust my intuition now instead of listening to others.
what benefits did you notice in your pregnancy?
Incredible decrease in anxiety & depression. All most none at all after a full year.
After Birth & Breastfeeding
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms after you gave birth?
Postpartum, grief, severe anxiety
did you ingest mushrooms while breastfeeding?
Yes
did you notice any benefits to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
Heightened psychic abilities both my son and myself. (Telepathy) - More in tune with each others emotions. Blissfullness. Appreciation for life and overflowing gratitude.
did you notice any challenges to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
Sensitivity to emotions
Parenting
what benefits did you notice in your parenting that you attribute to the mushroom?
More patience; less irritability.
what were the unwanted effects or challenges of ingesting mushrooms while parenting?
Sensitivity to emotions. I cry over everything. My crying would make them more sensitive.
what benefits have you noticed about your children that you attribute to the mushroom?
I truly believe psychic abilities.
Summary
what would you like to say to other mothers & pregnant/birthing people about your own experience?
Don’t be so worried. Natural sacred medicines are much more safe than pharmaceuticals. The ibuprofen you take is more dangerous than a microdose of psilocybin.
would you recommend this path to other people?
To literally anyone and everyone. I want everyone to heal and feel the joy I do.