how many children do you have?
four
how many pregnancies have you had?
9
how old were you when you gave birth?
17, 22, 25 & 27 years old
what are your childrens' ages?
23, 18, 15 & almost 13
did any of those end in early release? (miscarriage, still birth or abortion?) if so, can you share a little about those experience?
Yes… 1 herbal release at age 26, 4 medical d&c’s between the ages of 15 & 20
what surprised you about the mushroom journey?
I no longer need to physically ingest the mushroom to access the continuous lessons & frequencies of healing & unity they carry.
Protocol & Dosing
with psilocybin, what has been your dosing experience?
microdose (.1 - 1 gram), mid dose (1-3 grams), full dose (3+ grams), high dose (6+ grams)
how long did you dose for?
throughout the year
if microdosing, what size would you have? (.1 - 1gram)
.1g, .15g, .2g
in what form were you ingesting the mushroom?
whole
how often did you dose?
intuitively -- as needed
if you were on a protocol, what protocol did you follow?
Intuition
did you have any support with dosing?
when did you start ingesting mushrooms?
before i became pregnant
Pregnancy
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms before your pregnancy?
I started my relationship with my mushroom guides as a teen because members of my family were custodians of this medicine, before I was born (early 70’s) & once I started to profit off it, I was told by my guides I needed to form a sacred relationship if I wanted to be in right relation. I stopped “selling” them & began studying with them at age 18.
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms during your pregnancy?
I only did this during the early part of my first pregnancy & it was really to build a new relationship with my body, heal a lot of trauma & prepare for the greatest change it has ever gone through.
what benefits did you notice in your pregnancy?
Trust in my body’s ability to do what it is made to do, increase in relaxation, increased pleasure, connection to Source energy, heightened intuition & awareness/psychic abilities
After Birth & Breastfeeding
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms after you gave birth?
Mental clarity, release stress, reconnect to self, stay present in love, heal spiritually
did you ingest mushrooms while breastfeeding?
Yes
did you notice any benefits to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
Telepathy… and it hasn’t gone away even though my child is now an adult lol.
did you notice any challenges to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
No
Parenting
what benefits did you notice in your parenting that you attribute to the mushroom?
Joy, presence, playfulness, kindness, gentleness, deep love, spiritual guidance
what were the unwanted effects or challenges of ingesting mushrooms while parenting?
None
what benefits have you noticed about your children that you attribute to the mushroom?
Open minded demeanor, an innate “knowing” & curiosity about what’s beyond this dimension (in one of the kiddos) & psychic abilities.