how many children do you have?
one
how many pregnancies have you had?
One
how old were you when you gave birth?
27
what are your childrens' ages?
2
did any of those end in early release? (miscarriage, still birth or abortion?) if so, can you share a little about those experience?
No
what surprised you about the mushroom journey?
How powerful the transmissions were and how hard it is to come back to my body after a stronger dose
Protocol & Dosing
with psilocybin, what has been your dosing experience?
microdose (.1 - 1 gram), mid dose (1-3 grams)
how long did you dose for?
still dosing
if microdosing, what size would you have? (.1 - 1gram)
.1g, .5g, 1g
in what form were you ingesting the mushroom?
powdered
how often did you dose?
intuitively -- as needed
if you were on a protocol, what protocol did you follow?
james fadiman - one day on, two days off
did you have any support with dosing?
when did you start ingesting mushrooms?
after i gave birth
Pregnancy
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms before your pregnancy?
I did not
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms during your pregnancy?
I did not
what benefits did you notice in your pregnancy?
I didn’t take them during pregnancy
After Birth & Breastfeeding
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms after you gave birth?
To help heal from birth trauma and release old habits that aren’t serving me and my family
did you ingest mushrooms while breastfeeding?
Yes
did you notice any benefits to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
Yes, there was a deep connect and reflection of our past lives together, she slept soundly as I laid and meditated
did you notice any challenges to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
The come down was hard, I felt exhausted from trauma release, she was slightly irritable but very awake once we woke from our trip together
Parenting
what benefits did you notice in your parenting that you attribute to the mushroom?
Being able to be more present and calm. To have more compassion for my child’s experience
what were the unwanted effects or challenges of ingesting mushrooms while parenting?
Finding the right time, and integration period of wanting stillness
what benefits have you noticed about your children that you attribute to the mushroom?
Her intelligence
Summary
what would you like to say to other mothers & pregnant/birthing people about your own experience?
Let your mind open, we have the capability to enhance our consciousness with these special plants. They are here for us. Let’s use them to create a more peaceful world for the earths children
would you recommend this path to other people?
Yes