how many children do you have?
two
how many pregnancies have you had?
2
how old were you when you gave birth?
29 and 32
what are your childrens' ages?
3 years and 3 months
did any of those end in early release? (miscarriage, still birth or abortion?) if so, can you share a little about those experience?
No
what surprised you about the mushroom journey?
How gentle and beutifull have been in such a tender moment.
Protocol & Dosing
with psilocybin, what has been your dosing experience?
microdose (.1 - 1 gram), mid dose (1-3 grams), full dose (3+ grams)
how long did you dose for?
still dosing
if microdosing, what size would you have? (.1 - 1gram)
.5g, 1g
in what form were you ingesting the mushroom?
capsules, pastes, whole
how often did you dose?
intuitively -- as needed
if you were on a protocol, what protocol did you follow?
I have not follow any protocol so far
did you have any support with dosing?
when did you start ingesting mushrooms?
before i became pregnant
Pregnancy
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms before your pregnancy?
To connects with myself in a more clear and loving way
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms during your pregnancy?
Because is a medicine that grounds me in my body
what benefits did you notice in your pregnancy?
I used them 3 times during my last pregnancy when I felt way too in my mind to be able to access the wisdom of my body. I notice I was able to feel grounded and secure in my body. I was able to interview my fears and my body sensations. I also took 1 gr during my labor and it was an static birth full with pleasure and sensuality. I didn't push my baby out he just came in the most beutiful and gentle way possible.
After Birth & Breastfeeding
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms after you gave birth?
To peocess things that came up during my postpartum
did you ingest mushrooms while breastfeeding?
Yes
did you notice any benefits to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
I am able to deal with challenges in my postpartum that emerge with so much time in solitud and stillness. It helps me to understand and emotionally process things from my pass that are affecting the way I'm relating with myself, my partner and the others.
did you notice any challenges to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
No
Parenting
what benefits did you notice in your parenting that you attribute to the mushroom?
I'm just so happy and joyfull to be a mom and to be able to see the world with a kid eyes again.
what were the unwanted effects or challenges of ingesting mushrooms while parenting?
No challenges. I know very well the medicine and the dosages.
what benefits have you noticed about your children that you attribute to the mushroom?
I dont really know. But my baby (second child) is sooo calm and happy and my fisrt one is very creative and loving.
