did any of those end in early release? (miscarriage, still birth or abortion?) if so, can you share a little about those experience?
Miscarriage at 10weeks, I am grateful for that experience but at the time it was really difficult as there seemed to be no empathy or support for these experiences, it was just hush and move on. I seeked help for myself by learning through a doula program at my local university, not at all intending to be a doula myself but more so to heal and seek assurance. I am not 5 years into birth support and have been supporting many throughout the birth continuum and a full spectrum of reproductive choices/ experiences. I felt a deep sense of loneliness and I turned to what i knew reconnected me to source/ self, weed and mushrooms. They have both been a mental health tool that helps me to navigate a bit vs starting stuck and or not wanting to release. I have since had my baby girl, Xik’nal and again, so grateful for the time and I also Micro-dosed during my postpartum period but it wasn’t enough I don’t feel, as I was afraid of judgement for doing more.