About the MOTM

Age:
32
Location:
Adams, TN
Mother of:
one
Gender identity:
female
Dosing:
microdose (.1 - 1 gram)
Protocol:
intuitively - as needed

The Story

how many children do you have?
one
how many pregnancies have you had?
1
how old were you when you gave birth?
30
what are your childrens' ages?
21 months
did any of those end in early release? (miscarriage, still birth or abortion?) if so, can you share a little about those experience?
No
what surprised you about the mushroom journey?
That it could continue into parenthood

Protocol & Dosing

with psilocybin, what has been your dosing experience?
microdose (.1 - 1 gram)
how long did you dose for?
one month
if microdosing, what size would you have? (.1 - 1gram)
.3g, .5g
in what form were you ingesting the mushroom?
capsules
how often did you dose?
intuitively -- as needed
if you were on a protocol, what protocol did you follow?
None
did you have any support with dosing?
when did you start ingesting mushrooms?
before i became pregnant

Pregnancy

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms before your pregnancy?
I did regularly, as a apiritual practice for myself
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms during your pregnancy?
Just reishi and cordyceps, lionmanes and chaga, for full body and mental health
what benefits did you notice in your pregnancy?
None. I wish I had done so in pregnancy

After Birth & Breastfeeding

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms after you gave birth?
To find my way back to myself
did you ingest mushrooms while breastfeeding?
Yes
did you notice any benefits to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
Yes, we were very in sunc with one another and he was very calm
did you notice any challenges to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
My anxiety

Parenting

what benefits did you notice in your parenting that you attribute to the mushroom?
A attention and acceptance of the present moment , seeing the true beauty and weight of my responsibility but theough the magical lense of gratitude and wonder
what were the unwanted effects or challenges of ingesting mushrooms while parenting?
My anxiety
what benefits have you noticed about your children that you attribute to the mushroom?
Reishi baby, calm

Summary

what would you like to say to other mothers & pregnant/birthing people about your own experience?
Please allow ypurself to explore the possibility of incorporating mushrooms into your life and parenting journey!
would you recommend this path to other people?
Yes

About the MOTM

Age:
29
Location:
Alberta, Canada
Mother of:
three
Gender identity:
female
Dosing:
microdose (.1 - 1 gram), mid dose (1-3 grams)
Protocol:
intuitively - as needed

The Story

how many children do you have?
three
how many pregnancies have you had?
7
how old were you when you gave birth?
17, 18, 25
what are your childrens' ages?
11, 10, 3
did any of those end in early release? (miscarriage, still birth or abortion?) if so, can you share a little about those experience?
I had 3 miscarriages, and 1 abortion. My miscarriages were all following immense stress and detachment. My choice for an abortion stemmed from fear, detachment, and trying to put myself in a better position in life for my other children.
what surprised you about the mushroom journey?
The energy boost that I get. At the end of the day I don't feel exhausted, I feel peaceful and at ease. Not something I expected.

Protocol & Dosing

with psilocybin, what has been your dosing experience?
microdose (.1 - 1 gram), mid dose (1-3 grams)
how long did you dose for?
still dosing
if microdosing, what size would you have? (.1 - 1gram)
1g
in what form were you ingesting the mushroom?
capsules, powdered
how often did you dose?
intuitively -- as needed
if you were on a protocol, what protocol did you follow?
I would take every couple of days as i felt i needed it
did you have any support with dosing?
when did you start ingesting mushrooms?
after i gave birth

Pregnancy

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms before your pregnancy?
After my first 2 children were older, I wanted to try mushrooms but just as I decided to try, I learned I was pregnant. I didn't know about the safety of mushrooms during pregnancy so I didn't try.
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms during your pregnancy?
I did not but I truly feel like mushrooms during my pregnancy would have been a beautiful experience.
what benefits did you notice in your pregnancy?
N/a

After Birth & Breastfeeding

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms after you gave birth?
To help my post partum depression and begin healing into the new version of myself.
did you ingest mushrooms while breastfeeding?
Yes
did you notice any benefits to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
I did not notice any changes to baby but I believe the mushrooms helped me embrace the motherhood journey on a deeper level.
did you notice any challenges to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
Above.

Parenting

what benefits did you notice in your parenting that you attribute to the mushroom?
I am more energized, conscious, mindful, and playful/present with my children.
what were the unwanted effects or challenges of ingesting mushrooms while parenting?
The mushrooms give us what we need, not always what we want. Some days when I am hoping for a playful energy I am instead met with a lesson or something to process/work through. Releasing emotions, journaling, and having big realizations.
what benefits have you noticed about your children that you attribute to the mushroom?
The shift in my mindset and energy sets a more positive tone in our home. My children feel more secure in my abilities to remain cool & collected.

Summary

what would you like to say to other mothers & pregnant/birthing people about your own experience?
If you are truly open to using the tools around you, you will be surprised at how muchyou can grow and heal. I already used other "plant medicines" but mushrooms gave me an entirely new level of healing and working with motherhood, not against it.
would you recommend this path to other people?
Absolutely. And i have! A few of my mom friends and their husbands have started their own journeys after hearing about mine.

About the MOTM

Age:
33
Location:
Alberta, Canada
Mother of:
one
Gender identity:
female
Dosing:
microdose (.1 - 1 gram), mid dose (1-3 grams), full dose (3+ grams), high dose (6+ grams)
Protocol:
intuitively - as needed

The Story

how many children do you have?
one
how many pregnancies have you had?
5
how old were you when you gave birth?
24
what are your childrens' ages?
8
did any of those end in early release? (miscarriage, still birth or abortion?) if so, can you share a little about those experience?
4
what surprised you about the mushroom journey?
How safe I feel

Protocol & Dosing

with psilocybin, what has been your dosing experience?
microdose (.1 - 1 gram), mid dose (1-3 grams), full dose (3+ grams), high dose (6+ grams)
how long did you dose for?
throughout the year
if microdosing, what size would you have? (.1 - 1gram)
.15g
in what form were you ingesting the mushroom?
capsules, powdered
how often did you dose?
intuitively -- as needed
if you were on a protocol, what protocol did you follow?
Intuitive, but MDI is my fave
did you have any support with dosing?
when did you start ingesting mushrooms?
before i became pregnant

Pregnancy

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms before your pregnancy?
To manage anxiety and help with ADHD
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms during your pregnancy?
To manage anxiety and stress
what benefits did you notice in your pregnancy?

After Birth & Breastfeeding

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms after you gave birth?
To manage all of the above, plus PPD and PTSD from the toxic relationship with my daughters father
did you ingest mushrooms while breastfeeding?
did you notice any benefits to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
Helped me feel in tune and connected to my body and baby, helped me with stress and anxiety and to drop in to my pregnancy
did you notice any challenges to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?

Parenting

what benefits did you notice in your parenting that you attribute to the mushroom?
Helps me to detach from objective focus and be more playful and present with my child
what were the unwanted effects or challenges of ingesting mushrooms while parenting?
The stigma
what benefits have you noticed about your children that you attribute to the mushroom?
She’s perfectly healthy, never sick, smart and a critical thinker.

Summary

what would you like to say to other mothers & pregnant/birthing people about your own experience?
Trust your body and lean into your intuition and sovereignty
would you recommend this path to other people?
Yes and I do

About the MOTM

Age:
37
Location:
Aotearoa - New Zealand
Mother of:
five or more
Gender identity:
female
Dosing:
full dose (3+ grams)
Protocol:
intuitively - as needed

The Story

how many children do you have?
five or more
how many pregnancies have you had?
5
how old were you when you gave birth?
18,21,26,30,35
what are your childrens' ages?
19,16,10,6,2
did any of those end in early release? (miscarriage, still birth or abortion?) if so, can you share a little about those experience?
NA
what surprised you about the mushroom journey?
That I can enjoy mushrooms without ‘tripping’

Protocol & Dosing

with psilocybin, what has been your dosing experience?
full dose (3+ grams)
how long did you dose for?
throughout the year
if microdosing, what size would you have? (.1 - 1gram)
1g
in what form were you ingesting the mushroom?
teas, whole
how often did you dose?
intuitively -- as needed
if you were on a protocol, what protocol did you follow?
NA
did you have any support with dosing?
when did you start ingesting mushrooms?
before i became pregnant

Pregnancy

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms before your pregnancy?
Curiosity
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms during your pregnancy?
I wish I had the correct support and guidance to microdose during pregnancy
what benefits did you notice in your pregnancy?
NA

After Birth & Breastfeeding

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms after you gave birth?
Lifestyle
did you ingest mushrooms while breastfeeding?
No
did you notice any benefits to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
NA
did you notice any challenges to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
NA

Parenting

what benefits did you notice in your parenting that you attribute to the mushroom?
Connection, guidance, calmness, self-regulation, deeper understanding of their experiences, gratitude, learning from my children….
what were the unwanted effects or challenges of ingesting mushrooms while parenting?
NA
what benefits have you noticed about your children that you attribute to the mushroom?
Openness, comfortable to be themselves, open communication, a sense that we are different to the norm and they are proud of that

Summary

what would you like to say to other mothers & pregnant/birthing people about your own experience?
Do not listen to the mainstream narrative, if your intuition tells this is right it is because it is
would you recommend this path to other people?
100%

About the MOTM

Age:
28
Location:
Aotearoa, New Zealand
Mother of:
one
Gender identity:
female
Dosing:
microdose (.1 - 1 gram), mid dose (1-3 grams), full dose (3+ grams)
Protocol:
intuitively - as needed

The Story

how many children do you have?
one
how many pregnancies have you had?
2
how old were you when you gave birth?
26
what are your childrens' ages?
2
did any of those end in early release? (miscarriage, still birth or abortion?) if so, can you share a little about those experience?
Yes, one was a medicinal miscarriage
what surprised you about the mushroom journey?
That she would be totally fine, that my fears were not warranted but of course that makes sense too. Some research did show that tribal cultures used it for post partum depression and I resonate with that

Protocol & Dosing

with psilocybin, what has been your dosing experience?
microdose (.1 - 1 gram), mid dose (1-3 grams), full dose (3+ grams)
how long did you dose for?
two months
if microdosing, what size would you have? (.1 - 1gram)
.2g, 1g
in what form were you ingesting the mushroom?
powdered
how often did you dose?
intuitively -- as needed
if you were on a protocol, what protocol did you follow?
None
did you have any support with dosing?
when did you start ingesting mushrooms?
before i became pregnant

Pregnancy

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms before your pregnancy?
For self inquiry and spiritual realisation m. This was the higher doses
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms during your pregnancy?
I did not ingest whilst pregnant
what benefits did you notice in your pregnancy?
I did not take it during pregnancy

After Birth & Breastfeeding

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms after you gave birth?
My first bigger dose (smaller amount as NZ mushies are strong but it ended up being stronger than expected) as when she was 7 months old and I was so afraid I would harm her but my friends were doing it together by the fire and I wanted to try them again myself After that I began occasionally microdosing to help with my ptsd and become present
did you ingest mushrooms while breastfeeding?
Yes
did you notice any benefits to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
I didn’t see a change with my baby but for myself as a mother it really helped the times I was unable to connect and feeling frustrated. I chose times when we were at home and going to spend the day not doing too much and I would microdose and drink ceremonial cacao with it. I always ended up playing with her without any desire to distract myself or run off
did you notice any challenges to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
No challenges i micro dosed so I wouldn’t have any struggle. Maybe once or twice I would want to rest as a gentle wave went by

Parenting

what benefits did you notice in your parenting that you attribute to the mushroom?
More gentle more patient more present more playful just way more connected. It was a medicine for the days where I was angry at her and just wanting to be away from her but had no choice or support
what were the unwanted effects or challenges of ingesting mushrooms while parenting?
Sometimes a wave would require me to rest or just marinate in it but I would just dose a little less.
what benefits have you noticed about your children that you attribute to the mushroom?
She of course would respond to my happiness and a peaceful relationship is a happy kid

Summary

what would you like to say to other mothers & pregnant/birthing people about your own experience?
If you have had them before it’s not as bad as society puts out there, if you haven’t had them it might not be the best option unless you’re with a same person or really trust as I could imagine the paranoia that you’re harming your babe might take your trip
would you recommend this path to other people?
Yes to the right people of course

About the MOTM

Age:
57
Location:
Arizona
Mother of:
one
Gender identity:
female
Dosing:
high dose (6+ grams)
Protocol:
intuitively - as needed

The Story

how many children do you have?
one
how many pregnancies have you had?
1
how old were you when you gave birth?
29
what are your childrens' ages?
28
did any of those end in early release? (miscarriage, still birth or abortion?) if so, can you share a little about those experience?
No
what surprised you about the mushroom journey?
Clear head

Protocol & Dosing

with psilocybin, what has been your dosing experience?
high dose (6+ grams)
how long did you dose for?
throughout the year
if microdosing, what size would you have? (.1 - 1gram)
1g
in what form were you ingesting the mushroom?
powdered
how often did you dose?
intuitively -- as needed
if you were on a protocol, what protocol did you follow?
Daily
did you have any support with dosing?
only my own research
when did you start ingesting mushrooms?
after i gave birth

Pregnancy

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms before your pregnancy?
No
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms during your pregnancy?
No
what benefits did you notice in your pregnancy?
I didn't dose during pregnancy

After Birth & Breastfeeding

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms after you gave birth?
Yes
did you ingest mushrooms while breastfeeding?
No
did you notice any benefits to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
N/A
did you notice any challenges to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
N/A

Parenting

what benefits did you notice in your parenting that you attribute to the mushroom?
Nothing
what were the unwanted effects or challenges of ingesting mushrooms while parenting?
None
what benefits have you noticed about your children that you attribute to the mushroom?
None

Summary

what would you like to say to other mothers & pregnant/birthing people about your own experience?
Nothing you have your own experience
would you recommend this path to other people?
Yes

About the MOTM

Age:
32
Location:
Arizona
Mother of:
three
Gender identity:
female
Dosing:
microdose (.1 - 1 gram)
Protocol:
intuitively - as needed

The Story

how many children do you have?
three
how many pregnancies have you had?
4
how old were you when you gave birth?
26, 29, 31
what are your childrens' ages?
6, 3, 1
did any of those end in early release? (miscarriage, still birth or abortion?) if so, can you share a little about those experience?
1- my second pregnancy was a miscarriage. Us at 9 weeks was perfect. At 12 weeks baby measured 9w1d. Needed a D/C.
what surprised you about the mushroom journey?
How much I just felt like me but a better version. I wasn’t “altered” I was centered.

Protocol & Dosing

with psilocybin, what has been your dosing experience?
microdose (.1 - 1 gram)
how long did you dose for?
throughout the year
if microdosing, what size would you have? (.1 - 1gram)
.3g, .5g
in what form were you ingesting the mushroom?
capsules, whole
how often did you dose?
intuitively -- as needed
if you were on a protocol, what protocol did you follow?
paul stamets - four days on, three off
did you have any support with dosing?
when did you start ingesting mushrooms?
after i gave birth

Pregnancy

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms before your pregnancy?
N/a
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms during your pregnancy?
N/a
what benefits did you notice in your pregnancy?
N/a never ingested while pregnant.

After Birth & Breastfeeding

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms after you gave birth?
I wasn’t myself. I needed a gentle way to come back to center and not be so anxious. Every little sound set me off.
did you ingest mushrooms while breastfeeding?
Yes
did you notice any benefits to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
Yes. I was a better mother. I could laugh and play instead of stressing and worrying and negatively reacting to the level of noise they made.
did you notice any challenges to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
None

Parenting

what benefits did you notice in your parenting that you attribute to the mushroom?
Drastically more patient with my toddlers.
what were the unwanted effects or challenges of ingesting mushrooms while parenting?
None
what benefits have you noticed about your children that you attribute to the mushroom?
They love when I can be more present with them and have the bandwidth to play games.

Summary

what would you like to say to other mothers & pregnant/birthing people about your own experience?
Every experience is unique and not to put others opinions on something that works for you. I’d rather have a negative label and be present for my kids.
would you recommend this path to other people?
Yes.

About the MOTM

Age:
25
Location:
Arizona
Mother of:
one
Gender identity:
female
Dosing:
microdose (.1 - 1 gram), mid dose (1-3 grams), full dose (3+ grams), high dose (6+ grams)
Protocol:
intuitively - as needed

The Story

how many children do you have?
one
how many pregnancies have you had?
1
how old were you when you gave birth?
22
what are your childrens' ages?
3
did any of those end in early release? (miscarriage, still birth or abortion?) if so, can you share a little about those experience?
No
what surprised you about the mushroom journey?
How deep it would take me into my own journey/ healing/ history/ family/ self. How rigorous the work actually is to become a better person & parent. Rewriting inherited programming from past generations of parenting styles ("breaking generational curses") is no joke, serious business for sure. On the flip side of that coin I was surprised at being given an opportunity to sink into the beauty that gift actually is; the generational gift of parental programming we each do inherently carry. Was also pleasantly surprised at the support and education that exists in this framework adjacent to the mushroom and other psychedelics (huge thanks to Microdosingmom on insta & of course Mamadelamyco)

Protocol & Dosing

with psilocybin, what has been your dosing experience?
microdose (.1 - 1 gram), mid dose (1-3 grams), full dose (3+ grams), high dose (6+ grams)
how long did you dose for?
throughout the year
if microdosing, what size would you have? (.1 - 1gram)
.15g, .25g
in what form were you ingesting the mushroom?
capsules, teas, whole
how often did you dose?
intuitively -- as needed
if you were on a protocol, what protocol did you follow?
Intuitive - As needed
did you have any support with dosing?
when did you start ingesting mushrooms?
before i became pregnant

Pregnancy

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms before your pregnancy?
First introduction was recreational then recognized benefits in smaller doses and started dosing psychedelics in micros. *Disclaimer* I did experience hospitalization and episode of psychosis after this decision- 4 years before pregnancy. Rehabilitated in the months afterwards and made a choice to walk very intentionally with these medicines thereafter knowing the risks and their affects first hand. 6 years later am still on a path I am happy and content with. I do feel that my mental health has benefited with the decision to continue my journey with psychedelics; especially after giving birth and experiencing PPD after taking the pharmaceutical route which offered minimal relief. Making the choice to use the substances that were involved in my hospitalization and episode has helped me heal and work through the trauma associated with that experience.
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms during your pregnancy?
During my pregnancy I had to have a tooth pulled. I had been working on a root canal on this tooth in a dental office before I found out I was pregnant and had used the anesthetic that is typically used as opposed to local anesthetic which is used in the case of pregnancy. I found this out after having to get the tooth pulled since the dental office I was working with shut down during the COVID-19 lockdown and was no way I could continue the root canal work. After finding out there were separate anesthetics for pregnant and nursing people vs. non I was curious as to what the effects were. Same with Tylenol vs ibuprofen for pain relief. Didn't find enough research to support pregnant and nursing people in the difference as most of the recommendations were based out of an abundance of caution as opposed to substantial evidence of birth defects or complications in pregnancy. Later after birth I did the same with the number of medications I was prescribed for PPD, there weren't many studies that actually supported these medications being safe in a long term way or I personally found the research to be lacking in actually proving safety in pregnancy or nursing stages. Specifically with the knowledge that most of the studies the research came from were motivated likely by financial incentive to be in favor of the medications. Similar with small amounts of alcohol during pregnant and nursing stages I found research on both sides of the coin, some stating it was completely safe in small amounts and others discouraging out of an abundance of caution stating the studies of fetal alcohol syndrome being the reason to avoid the substance all together. Same with caffeine, conflicting research with some parents admitting to consuming high doses of caffeine during pregnancy and while nursing. I realized at that point, ultimately it was my decision to make on what I wanted to put in my body and my child's body via nursing and I was much more comfortable using matter that was organic as opposed to medications for mental health made in a lab that didn't help much, gave me nightmares, hive breakouts, and induced manic behavior.
what benefits did you notice in your pregnancy?

After Birth & Breastfeeding

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms after you gave birth?
See previous answer- in summary: I experienced severe post partum depression and at the time I didn't have access to psilocybin and decided to seek treatment the traditional and clinical route via talk therapy and psychiatric care with no major resolve. Later on I found access to psilocybin and started microdosing again and seeking community. Eventually got completely off of the psychiatric medications and started going to a counseling center that is informed of psychedelics and integration work and started seeing drastic improvement in a matter of 6 months with all those combined: Microdosing, Continuing Education surrounding this topic, Community, & Integrative work with support via Counseling.
did you ingest mushrooms while breastfeeding?
did you notice any benefits to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
I didn't as much during pregnancy than after but when I did I felt more aligned, more conscious of the process my body was going through, more interest in my well-being, reduced stress, more connected to my baby. Feeling supported by the world around me, was also able to sink deeper into my feelings. Really gain more introspection and insight into my inner world.
did you notice any challenges to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?

Parenting

what benefits did you notice in your parenting that you attribute to the mushroom?
I actually had a lot of anger come up when I first started working with the mushroom again after taking psychiatric medications for a little over a year. I noticed short patience at times; I think I needed to be shown that anger lived within me and have an opportunity to work through that within myself. I cried a lot in release of it, there's much to be angry about in today's world and especially as a person in an active parenting role (in my case I am the only present parent) Since then I've been able to be a more patient parent and have compassion for the processes my child is going through in addition to my own processes.
what were the unwanted effects or challenges of ingesting mushrooms while parenting?
The legality as number one, I still struggle with digesting the unlikely potential outcome and legal ramifications. The social stigma that is attached to partaking in something that is not "the norm" and is criminalized/ typically socially frowned upon. I mentioned in a previous question *see: what benefits did you notice in your parenting that you attribute to the mushroom?* I had a lot of anger and short temper at first come up in my body to address before being able to really sink into the practice.
what benefits have you noticed about your children that you attribute to the mushroom?
We have been complimented on her language development, her vocabulary is expansive for her age. This could be contributed to other factors as well such as attentive family care and frequent engagement but not outside of what I feel is normally expected of a healthy family. High inquisition, which is absolutely common for the age group but could be attributed to the mushroom? Undecided as I don't have comparison as a parent of one. Have had comments from outside the family "genius baby"

Summary

what would you like to say to other mothers & pregnant/birthing people about your own experience?
Trust yourself. You know you better than anyone and you know your baby/(s) better than anyone. No one can take that inner knowing and intuition away from you. That connection belongs to you as a sovereign right. You deserve to be healthy, and to have space to heal & explore healing in whatever ways you see fit. I love you, you're doing amazing ❤️
would you recommend this path to other people?
If it feels right, it's absolutely worth exploring. You don't know until you know.

About the MOTM

Age:
34
Location:
Arizona, US
Mother of:
two
Gender identity:
female
Dosing:
microdose (.1 - 1 gram)
Protocol:
intuitively - as needed

The Story

how many children do you have?
two
how many pregnancies have you had?
2
how old were you when you gave birth?
34
what are your childrens' ages?
2 1/2 and 3 weeks
did any of those end in early release? (miscarriage, still birth or abortion?) if so, can you share a little about those experience?
No
what surprised you about the mushroom journey?
It was very gentle and light.

Protocol & Dosing

with psilocybin, what has been your dosing experience?
microdose (.1 - 1 gram)
how long did you dose for?
throughout the year
if microdosing, what size would you have? (.1 - 1gram)
.1g
in what form were you ingesting the mushroom?
Chocolate
how often did you dose?
intuitively -- as needed
if you were on a protocol, what protocol did you follow?
N/a
did you have any support with dosing?
friends/ relatives/ community member guidance, only my own research, found online resources
when did you start ingesting mushrooms?
before i became pregnant

Pregnancy

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms before your pregnancy?
To have a healing experience in Costa Rica to in order to connect with true self.
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms during your pregnancy?
To connect with my baby on a soul level
what benefits did you notice in your pregnancy?
A sense of inner peace, decreased anxiety in the form of worries about the pregnancy.

After Birth & Breastfeeding

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms after you gave birth?
N/a
did you ingest mushrooms while breastfeeding?
No
did you notice any benefits to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
N/a
did you notice any challenges to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
N/a

Parenting

what benefits did you notice in your parenting that you attribute to the mushroom?
I had more patience and sense of confidence within myself
what were the unwanted effects or challenges of ingesting mushrooms while parenting?
N/a
what benefits have you noticed about your children that you attribute to the mushroom?
My 3 week old baby is very calm and rarely cries.

Summary

what would you like to say to other mothers & pregnant/birthing people about your own experience?
My experience was beautiful and gentle, the mushrooms give you what you need and take care of your soul.
would you recommend this path to other people?
Yes very much so

About the MOTM

Age:
32
Location:
Arizona, USA
Mother of:
one
Gender identity:
female
Dosing:
microdose (.1 - 1 gram)
Protocol:
intuitively - as needed

The Story

how many children do you have?
one
how many pregnancies have you had?
3
how old were you when you gave birth?
31
what are your childrens' ages?
8 months
did any of those end in early release? (miscarriage, still birth or abortion?) if so, can you share a little about those experience?
1 miscarriage with my now husband 7 years ago 1 abortion with an ex boyfriend, I was in an abusive relationship at the time and he influenced me to get an abortion 1 happy healthy baby boy with my husband that was born in October of 2022. I was hoping for natural birth and ended up having to have a C-section.
what surprised you about the mushroom journey?
How it truly saved my life with postpartum journey

Protocol & Dosing

with psilocybin, what has been your dosing experience?
microdose (.1 - 1 gram)
how long did you dose for?
three months or more
if microdosing, what size would you have? (.1 - 1gram)
.1g
in what form were you ingesting the mushroom?
capsules
how often did you dose?
intuitively -- as needed
if you were on a protocol, what protocol did you follow?
james fadiman - one day on, two days off
did you have any support with dosing?
when did you start ingesting mushrooms?
before i became pregnant

Pregnancy

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms before your pregnancy?
For healing sexual trauma Reconnecting to my feelings
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms during your pregnancy?
I didn’t microdose during pregnancy, tho I wish I did because I suffered from anxiety
what benefits did you notice in your pregnancy?
N/A

After Birth & Breastfeeding

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms after you gave birth?
Because I had a traumatic birth that led to experiencing post partum anxiety, depression, and PTSD
did you ingest mushrooms while breastfeeding?
Yes
did you notice any benefits to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
A) I noticed a more heightened awareness. More patience with myself and my son. Less intrusive thoughts, an overall better outlook on life and motherhood. B) I didn’t notice anything different in my son. He’s generally a very happy baby
did you notice any challenges to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
None at all to either me or baby

Parenting

what benefits did you notice in your parenting that you attribute to the mushroom?
I am much more calm, grounded. And patient when I microdose. I have more gratitude towards life and more empathy towards myself.
what were the unwanted effects or challenges of ingesting mushrooms while parenting?
None
what benefits have you noticed about your children that you attribute to the mushroom?
N/A

Summary

what would you like to say to other mothers & pregnant/birthing people about your own experience?
If it’s possible for me, it is for you too.
would you recommend this path to other people?
Absolutely, thank you for doing this to spread the message. If only we focused on the natural path rather than prescribing harmful medications to new moms.

About the MOTM

Age:
30
Location:
Atlanta, Georgia
Mother of:
one
Gender identity:
female
Dosing:
microdose (.1 - 1 gram), mid dose (1-3 grams)
Protocol:
intuitively - as needed

The Story

how many children do you have?
one
how many pregnancies have you had?
3
how old were you when you gave birth?
I was 28 years old when I gave birth for the first time
what are your childrens' ages?
He is 2
did any of those end in early release? (miscarriage, still birth or abortion?) if so, can you share a little about those experience?
2 miscarriages, I was having a hard time conceiving and could not carry past 9 weeks for years. It was very devastating and traumatic for me to endure but I pressed on because I wanted a baby so badly.
what surprised you about the mushroom journey?
I was surprised at how much it helped me and baby build a good bond even through crippling postpartum.

Protocol & Dosing

with psilocybin, what has been your dosing experience?
microdose (.1 - 1 gram), mid dose (1-3 grams)
how long did you dose for?
throughout the year
if microdosing, what size would you have? (.1 - 1gram)
.1g, .15g
in what form were you ingesting the mushroom?
teas, whole, powdered
how often did you dose?
intuitively -- as needed
if you were on a protocol, what protocol did you follow?
Na
did you have any support with dosing?
when did you start ingesting mushrooms?
before i became pregnant

Pregnancy

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms before your pregnancy?
I was told that it would help ease my anxiety of pregnancy and miscarriage. It did help and I stopped worrying about it and focused more on my mental and spiritual health
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms during your pregnancy?
I was curious of the outcome, I have heard that mothers who micro dose, their babies are usually highly advanced and carry to full term.
what benefits did you notice in your pregnancy?
I was hardly sick, baby was super active and I had more energy and mental strength to push through a tough time.

After Birth & Breastfeeding

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms after you gave birth?
I was still on my mental and spiritual journey and suffering form postpartum
did you ingest mushrooms while breastfeeding?
No
did you notice any benefits to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
He was premature but highly advanced even then. He amazed and shocked the whole hospital staff being so small (4lbs) and so active. He held his head up at only 2 days old. Passed all of his new born tests at only 4 lbs. most babies his size and gestation would be in the nicu but he spent no time there and went home 3 days after being born so small. He is now the size of a 4 year old at 2. He’s highly intelligent and advanced for his age, reached all of his milestones very early. And is super loving and affectionate, very attentive and intuitive at 2.
did you notice any challenges to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
None

Parenting

what benefits did you notice in your parenting that you attribute to the mushroom?
I have severe anxiety and depression, adhd and I am autistic. My son has none of these problems himself, but it helped me cope with being a single mom and gaining more spiritual knowledge of parenthood. I am way more calmer and relaxed when micro dosing and a lot more active with my child.
what were the unwanted effects or challenges of ingesting mushrooms while parenting?
None
what benefits have you noticed about your children that you attribute to the mushroom?
He is very physically and mentally advanced. He has good communication skills and is very sweet and loving to everyone around him.

Summary

what would you like to say to other mothers & pregnant/birthing people about your own experience?
Don’t be scared and if you are ask for advice and assistance on choosing what’s best for you! Always consult a doula or midwife you trust and respect!
would you recommend this path to other people?
I most definitely would a hundred times over

About the MOTM

Age:
27
Location:
Atlantic Canada
Mother of:
one
Gender identity:
female
Dosing:
mid dose (1-3 grams)
Protocol:
intuitively - as needed

The Story

how many children do you have?
one
how many pregnancies have you had?
1
how old were you when you gave birth?
23
what are your childrens' ages?
3
did any of those end in early release? (miscarriage, still birth or abortion?) if so, can you share a little about those experience?
0
what surprised you about the mushroom journey?
That it is safe to do during pregnancy and breastfeeding according to studies

Protocol & Dosing

with psilocybin, what has been your dosing experience?
mid dose (1-3 grams)
how long did you dose for?
two months
if microdosing, what size would you have? (.1 - 1gram)
.1g, .5g, 1g
in what form were you ingesting the mushroom?
whole
how often did you dose?
intuitively -- as needed
if you were on a protocol, what protocol did you follow?
None
did you have any support with dosing?
when did you start ingesting mushrooms?
after i gave birth

Pregnancy

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms before your pregnancy?
Na
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms during your pregnancy?
Na
what benefits did you notice in your pregnancy?

After Birth & Breastfeeding

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms after you gave birth?
Mental health
did you ingest mushrooms while breastfeeding?
did you notice any benefits to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
Na
did you notice any challenges to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?

Parenting

what benefits did you notice in your parenting that you attribute to the mushroom?
Calm, peacefulness, introspectiveness
what were the unwanted effects or challenges of ingesting mushrooms while parenting?
Hiding it from other people. Otherwise none
what benefits have you noticed about your children that you attribute to the mushroom?
None that I'm aware of

Summary

what would you like to say to other mothers & pregnant/birthing people about your own experience?
Find good resources about this to help you feel comfortable. Trust yourself once you have found those resources. Trust that you are being the best parent and version of yourself that you can be.
would you recommend this path to other people?
Yes, mushrooms and cannabis have helped me to be a better parent and to deal with my triggers (parenting is unfortunately highly triggering).
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About the MOTM

Age:
Location:
Mother of:
Gender identity:
Dosing:
Protocol:

The Story

how many children do you have?
how many pregnancies have you had?
how old were you when you gave birth?
what are your childrens' ages?
did any of those end in early release? (miscarriage, still birth or abortion?) if so, can you share a little about those experience?
what surprised you about the mushroom journey?

Protocol & Dosing

with psilocybin, what has been your dosing experience?
how long did you dose for?
if microdosing, what size would you have? (.1 - 1gram)
in what form were you ingesting the mushroom?
how often did you dose?
if you were on a protocol, what protocol did you follow?
did you have any support with dosing?
when did you start ingesting mushrooms?

Pregnancy

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms before your pregnancy?
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms during your pregnancy?
what benefits did you notice in your pregnancy?

Postpartum & Breastfeeding

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms after you gave birth?
did you ingest mushrooms while breastfeeding?
did you notice any benefits to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
did you notice any challenges to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?

Parenting

what benefits did you notice in your parenting that you attribute to the mushroom?
what were the unwanted effects or challenges of ingesting mushrooms while parenting?
what benefits have you noticed about your children that you attribute to the mushroom?

Summary

what would you like to say to other mothers & pregnant/birthing people about your own experience?
would you recommend this path to other people?
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