About the MOTM

Age:
28
Location:
Aotearoa, New Zealand
Mother of:
one
Gender identity:
female
Dosing:
microdose (.1 - 1 gram), mid dose (1-3 grams), full dose (3+ grams)
Protocol:
intuitively - as needed

The Story

how many children do you have?
one
how many pregnancies have you had?
2
how old were you when you gave birth?
26
what are your childrens' ages?
2
did any of those end in early release? (miscarriage, still birth or abortion?) if so, can you share a little about those experience?
Yes, one was a medicinal miscarriage
what surprised you about the mushroom journey?
That she would be totally fine, that my fears were not warranted but of course that makes sense too. Some research did show that tribal cultures used it for post partum depression and I resonate with that

Protocol & Dosing

with psilocybin, what has been your dosing experience?
microdose (.1 - 1 gram), mid dose (1-3 grams), full dose (3+ grams)
how long did you dose for?
two months
if microdosing, what size would you have? (.1 - 1gram)
.2g, 1g
in what form were you ingesting the mushroom?
powdered
how often did you dose?
intuitively -- as needed
if you were on a protocol, what protocol did you follow?
None
did you have any support with dosing?
when did you start ingesting mushrooms?
before i became pregnant

Pregnancy

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms before your pregnancy?
For self inquiry and spiritual realisation m. This was the higher doses
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms during your pregnancy?
I did not ingest whilst pregnant
what benefits did you notice in your pregnancy?
I did not take it during pregnancy

After Birth & Breastfeeding

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms after you gave birth?
My first bigger dose (smaller amount as NZ mushies are strong but it ended up being stronger than expected) as when she was 7 months old and I was so afraid I would harm her but my friends were doing it together by the fire and I wanted to try them again myself After that I began occasionally microdosing to help with my ptsd and become present
did you ingest mushrooms while breastfeeding?
Yes
did you notice any benefits to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
I didn’t see a change with my baby but for myself as a mother it really helped the times I was unable to connect and feeling frustrated. I chose times when we were at home and going to spend the day not doing too much and I would microdose and drink ceremonial cacao with it. I always ended up playing with her without any desire to distract myself or run off
did you notice any challenges to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
No challenges i micro dosed so I wouldn’t have any struggle. Maybe once or twice I would want to rest as a gentle wave went by

Parenting

what benefits did you notice in your parenting that you attribute to the mushroom?
More gentle more patient more present more playful just way more connected. It was a medicine for the days where I was angry at her and just wanting to be away from her but had no choice or support
what were the unwanted effects or challenges of ingesting mushrooms while parenting?
Sometimes a wave would require me to rest or just marinate in it but I would just dose a little less.
what benefits have you noticed about your children that you attribute to the mushroom?
She of course would respond to my happiness and a peaceful relationship is a happy kid

Summary

what would you like to say to other mothers & pregnant/birthing people about your own experience?
If you have had them before it’s not as bad as society puts out there, if you haven’t had them it might not be the best option unless you’re with a same person or really trust as I could imagine the paranoia that you’re harming your babe might take your trip
would you recommend this path to other people?
Yes to the right people of course

About the MOTM

Age:
25
Location:
Arizona
Mother of:
one
Gender identity:
female
Dosing:
microdose (.1 - 1 gram), mid dose (1-3 grams), full dose (3+ grams), high dose (6+ grams)
Protocol:
intuitively - as needed

The Story

how many children do you have?
one
how many pregnancies have you had?
1
how old were you when you gave birth?
22
what are your childrens' ages?
3
did any of those end in early release? (miscarriage, still birth or abortion?) if so, can you share a little about those experience?
No
what surprised you about the mushroom journey?
How deep it would take me into my own journey/ healing/ history/ family/ self. How rigorous the work actually is to become a better person & parent. Rewriting inherited programming from past generations of parenting styles ("breaking generational curses") is no joke, serious business for sure. On the flip side of that coin I was surprised at being given an opportunity to sink into the beauty that gift actually is; the generational gift of parental programming we each do inherently carry. Was also pleasantly surprised at the support and education that exists in this framework adjacent to the mushroom and other psychedelics (huge thanks to Microdosingmom on insta & of course Mamadelamyco)

Protocol & Dosing

with psilocybin, what has been your dosing experience?
microdose (.1 - 1 gram), mid dose (1-3 grams), full dose (3+ grams), high dose (6+ grams)
how long did you dose for?
throughout the year
if microdosing, what size would you have? (.1 - 1gram)
.15g, .25g
in what form were you ingesting the mushroom?
capsules, teas, whole
how often did you dose?
intuitively -- as needed
if you were on a protocol, what protocol did you follow?
Intuitive - As needed
did you have any support with dosing?
when did you start ingesting mushrooms?
before i became pregnant

Pregnancy

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms before your pregnancy?
First introduction was recreational then recognized benefits in smaller doses and started dosing psychedelics in micros. *Disclaimer* I did experience hospitalization and episode of psychosis after this decision- 4 years before pregnancy. Rehabilitated in the months afterwards and made a choice to walk very intentionally with these medicines thereafter knowing the risks and their affects first hand. 6 years later am still on a path I am happy and content with. I do feel that my mental health has benefited with the decision to continue my journey with psychedelics; especially after giving birth and experiencing PPD after taking the pharmaceutical route which offered minimal relief. Making the choice to use the substances that were involved in my hospitalization and episode has helped me heal and work through the trauma associated with that experience.
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms during your pregnancy?
During my pregnancy I had to have a tooth pulled. I had been working on a root canal on this tooth in a dental office before I found out I was pregnant and had used the anesthetic that is typically used as opposed to local anesthetic which is used in the case of pregnancy. I found this out after having to get the tooth pulled since the dental office I was working with shut down during the COVID-19 lockdown and was no way I could continue the root canal work. After finding out there were separate anesthetics for pregnant and nursing people vs. non I was curious as to what the effects were. Same with Tylenol vs ibuprofen for pain relief. Didn't find enough research to support pregnant and nursing people in the difference as most of the recommendations were based out of an abundance of caution as opposed to substantial evidence of birth defects or complications in pregnancy. Later after birth I did the same with the number of medications I was prescribed for PPD, there weren't many studies that actually supported these medications being safe in a long term way or I personally found the research to be lacking in actually proving safety in pregnancy or nursing stages. Specifically with the knowledge that most of the studies the research came from were motivated likely by financial incentive to be in favor of the medications. Similar with small amounts of alcohol during pregnant and nursing stages I found research on both sides of the coin, some stating it was completely safe in small amounts and others discouraging out of an abundance of caution stating the studies of fetal alcohol syndrome being the reason to avoid the substance all together. Same with caffeine, conflicting research with some parents admitting to consuming high doses of caffeine during pregnancy and while nursing. I realized at that point, ultimately it was my decision to make on what I wanted to put in my body and my child's body via nursing and I was much more comfortable using matter that was organic as opposed to medications for mental health made in a lab that didn't help much, gave me nightmares, hive breakouts, and induced manic behavior.
what benefits did you notice in your pregnancy?

After Birth & Breastfeeding

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms after you gave birth?
See previous answer- in summary: I experienced severe post partum depression and at the time I didn't have access to psilocybin and decided to seek treatment the traditional and clinical route via talk therapy and psychiatric care with no major resolve. Later on I found access to psilocybin and started microdosing again and seeking community. Eventually got completely off of the psychiatric medications and started going to a counseling center that is informed of psychedelics and integration work and started seeing drastic improvement in a matter of 6 months with all those combined: Microdosing, Continuing Education surrounding this topic, Community, & Integrative work with support via Counseling.
did you ingest mushrooms while breastfeeding?
did you notice any benefits to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
I didn't as much during pregnancy than after but when I did I felt more aligned, more conscious of the process my body was going through, more interest in my well-being, reduced stress, more connected to my baby. Feeling supported by the world around me, was also able to sink deeper into my feelings. Really gain more introspection and insight into my inner world.
did you notice any challenges to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?

Parenting

what benefits did you notice in your parenting that you attribute to the mushroom?
I actually had a lot of anger come up when I first started working with the mushroom again after taking psychiatric medications for a little over a year. I noticed short patience at times; I think I needed to be shown that anger lived within me and have an opportunity to work through that within myself. I cried a lot in release of it, there's much to be angry about in today's world and especially as a person in an active parenting role (in my case I am the only present parent) Since then I've been able to be a more patient parent and have compassion for the processes my child is going through in addition to my own processes.
what were the unwanted effects or challenges of ingesting mushrooms while parenting?
The legality as number one, I still struggle with digesting the unlikely potential outcome and legal ramifications. The social stigma that is attached to partaking in something that is not "the norm" and is criminalized/ typically socially frowned upon. I mentioned in a previous question *see: what benefits did you notice in your parenting that you attribute to the mushroom?* I had a lot of anger and short temper at first come up in my body to address before being able to really sink into the practice.
what benefits have you noticed about your children that you attribute to the mushroom?
We have been complimented on her language development, her vocabulary is expansive for her age. This could be contributed to other factors as well such as attentive family care and frequent engagement but not outside of what I feel is normally expected of a healthy family. High inquisition, which is absolutely common for the age group but could be attributed to the mushroom? Undecided as I don't have comparison as a parent of one. Have had comments from outside the family "genius baby"

Summary

what would you like to say to other mothers & pregnant/birthing people about your own experience?
Trust yourself. You know you better than anyone and you know your baby/(s) better than anyone. No one can take that inner knowing and intuition away from you. That connection belongs to you as a sovereign right. You deserve to be healthy, and to have space to heal & explore healing in whatever ways you see fit. I love you, you're doing amazing ❤️
would you recommend this path to other people?
If it feels right, it's absolutely worth exploring. You don't know until you know.

About the MOTM

Age:
35
Location:
Australia
Mother of:
two
Gender identity:
female
Dosing:
microdose (.1 - 1 gram), mid dose (1-3 grams), full dose (3+ grams)
Protocol:
intuitively - as needed

The Story

how many children do you have?
two
how many pregnancies have you had?
3
how old were you when you gave birth?
32
what are your childrens' ages?
2y10months & 4 months
did any of those end in early release? (miscarriage, still birth or abortion?) if so, can you share a little about those experience?
One abortion. I felt too scared to become a mother at that time.
what surprised you about the mushroom journey?
It’s profoundness

Protocol & Dosing

with psilocybin, what has been your dosing experience?
microdose (.1 - 1 gram), mid dose (1-3 grams), full dose (3+ grams)
how long did you dose for?
two months
if microdosing, what size would you have? (.1 - 1gram)
.1g
in what form were you ingesting the mushroom?
Chocolate
how often did you dose?
intuitively -- as needed
if you were on a protocol, what protocol did you follow?
I am trying 3 on 2 off atm
did you have any support with dosing?
when did you start ingesting mushrooms?
after i gave birth

Pregnancy

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms before your pregnancy?
Na
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms during your pregnancy?
Na
what benefits did you notice in your pregnancy?
Na

After Birth & Breastfeeding

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms after you gave birth?
I was actually looking to do full ceremony but couldn’t find any medicine. Then a microdosing opportunity came my way and after doing some research I decided to give it a go.
did you ingest mushrooms while breastfeeding?
Yes
did you notice any benefits to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
If this is speaking about general benefits to myself, then many. None for baby
did you notice any challenges to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
No

Parenting

what benefits did you notice in your parenting that you attribute to the mushroom?
With my toddler I am becoming aware of how my inner child needs love in order to fully show up as the parent I want to be. I’m seeing the relationship dynamic much more clearly in terms of what needs work and what does work.
what were the unwanted effects or challenges of ingesting mushrooms while parenting?
Having irritable days when I had no patience for my toddler
what benefits have you noticed about your children that you attribute to the mushroom?
My child is responsive to the changes I am making as a parent.

Summary

what would you like to say to other mothers & pregnant/birthing people about your own experience?
I feel it is an incredible opportunity to get in touch with the parts of yourself that need love, that if attended to, will help you become a better more loving parent.
would you recommend this path to other people?
Yes, as long as they have/are willing to look for support as it can be pretty intense with the regularity of dosing, despite the low dose.

About the MOTM

Age:
28
Location:
Australia
Mother of:
two
Gender identity:
female
Dosing:
microdose (.1 - 1 gram)
Protocol:
intuitively - as needed

The Story

how many children do you have?
two
how many pregnancies have you had?
2
how old were you when you gave birth?
25 & 27
what are your childrens' ages?
2 & 1month
did any of those end in early release? (miscarriage, still birth or abortion?) if so, can you share a little about those experience?
0
what surprised you about the mushroom journey?
That it was so subtle, almost unable to tell I had consumed them. But there’s no denying I felt amazing from them

Protocol & Dosing

with psilocybin, what has been your dosing experience?
microdose (.1 - 1 gram)
how long did you dose for?
two months
if microdosing, what size would you have? (.1 - 1gram)
.15g
in what form were you ingesting the mushroom?
whole
how often did you dose?
intuitively -- as needed
if you were on a protocol, what protocol did you follow?
I didnt
did you have any support with dosing?
when did you start ingesting mushrooms?
during my pregnancy

Pregnancy

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms before your pregnancy?
0
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms during your pregnancy?
I was in Costa Rica, they were right in front of me, our whole projectory was changing and it was scary. The next day my father passed away, I was able to process grief in absolute peace and happiness, I cried happy tears I saw the light in everything. His death was heart breaking but the mushrooms allowed me to not share that trauma with my baby.
what benefits did you notice in your pregnancy?
Light, happy and motivated during what was a really hard time

After Birth & Breastfeeding

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms after you gave birth?
0
did you ingest mushrooms while breastfeeding?
No
did you notice any benefits to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
I think I would have become depressed if it wasn’t for the mushroom medicine guiding me to peace
did you notice any challenges to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
0

Parenting

what benefits did you notice in your parenting that you attribute to the mushroom?
A spark for creativity and general motivation to be with my eldest
what were the unwanted effects or challenges of ingesting mushrooms while parenting?
None
what benefits have you noticed about your children that you attribute to the mushroom?
Hard to say with my 1month old he’s a sleeping grumbldore

Summary

what would you like to say to other mothers & pregnant/birthing people about your own experience?
If it’s calling you, it’s for a reason
would you recommend this path to other people?
Absolutely

About the MOTM

Age:
36
Location:
Bay Area
Mother of:
one
Gender identity:
female
Dosing:
microdose (.1 - 1 gram), mid dose (1-3 grams), full dose (3+ grams)
Protocol:
intuitively - as needed

The Story

how many children do you have?
one
how many pregnancies have you had?
1
how old were you when you gave birth?
25
what are your childrens' ages?
11
did any of those end in early release? (miscarriage, still birth or abortion?) if so, can you share a little about those experience?
No
what surprised you about the mushroom journey?
That it would cut down my cannabis use!!

Protocol & Dosing

with psilocybin, what has been your dosing experience?
microdose (.1 - 1 gram), mid dose (1-3 grams), full dose (3+ grams)
how long did you dose for?
two months
if microdosing, what size would you have? (.1 - 1gram)
.1g, .15g, .2g, .25g
in what form were you ingesting the mushroom?
capsules, whole
how often did you dose?
intuitively -- as needed
if you were on a protocol, what protocol did you follow?
james fadiman - one day on, two days off
did you have any support with dosing?
when did you start ingesting mushrooms?
after i gave birth

Pregnancy

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms before your pregnancy?
I actually didn’t micro before, but I used psilocybin quite often in moderate doses prior to pregnancy. In fact, the mushroom told me I was pregnant before I even knew!!
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms during your pregnancy?
I didn’t. I wish I knew about it back in 2011 because I know it would have helped me!
what benefits did you notice in your pregnancy?

After Birth & Breastfeeding

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms after you gave birth?
I started when my kid was around 9 and it has been so helpful to my parenting and my “sobriety”. I was a wine mom and had to cut alcohol out of my life in 2018. It was doing so much harm. I’m so glad I found Microdosing because it has given me the gift of patience and presence! Continuing to learn about myself and also reparenting myself.
did you ingest mushrooms while breastfeeding?
did you notice any benefits to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
N/A
did you notice any challenges to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?

Parenting

what benefits did you notice in your parenting that you attribute to the mushroom?
I was a wine mom and had to cut alcohol out of my life in 2018. It was doing so much harm. I’m so glad I found Microdosing because it has given me the gift of patience and presence! Continuing to learn about myself and also reparenting myself.
what were the unwanted effects or challenges of ingesting mushrooms while parenting?
None
what benefits have you noticed about your children that you attribute to the mushroom?
My calm nervous system helps regulate his nervous system.

Summary

what would you like to say to other mothers & pregnant/birthing people about your own experience?
Mushrooms are agents of change. If you’re wanting to make any kind of change in your life, the mushroom can be a tool to help you move forward. Respect & Gratitude for the mushroom.
would you recommend this path to other people?
Yes

About the MOTM

Age:
41
Location:
bay area, ca
Mother of:
four
Gender identity:
female
Dosing:
microdose (.1 - 1 gram)
Protocol:
intuitively - as needed

The Story

how many children do you have?
four
how many pregnancies have you had?
four
how old were you when you gave birth?
25, 27, 34 and 35
what are your childrens' ages?
15.5, 13.5, 7 and 6
did any of those end in early release? (miscarriage, still birth or abortion?) if so, can you share a little about those experience?
no
what surprised you about the mushroom journey?
it was far more gentle than I imagined.

Protocol & Dosing

with psilocybin, what has been your dosing experience?
microdose (.1 - 1 gram)
how long did you dose for?
still dosing
if microdosing, what size would you have? (.1 - 1gram)
.25g, .3g, .5g
in what form were you ingesting the mushroom?
capsules
how often did you dose?
intuitively -- as needed
if you were on a protocol, what protocol did you follow?
intuitive
did you have any support with dosing?
when did you start ingesting mushrooms?
after i gave birth

Pregnancy

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms before your pregnancy?
n/a
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms during your pregnancy?
n/a
what benefits did you notice in your pregnancy?
n/a

After Birth & Breastfeeding

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms after you gave birth?
I suffered from ppd and nothing helped. I tried microdosing and it has changed everything for me. it has lessened my anxiety and depression.
did you ingest mushrooms while breastfeeding?
No
did you notice any benefits to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
benefits to me, lessened anxiety and depression. I didn’t start microdosing until my kids were older
did you notice any challenges to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
no challenges

Parenting

what benefits did you notice in your parenting that you attribute to the mushroom?
I have a lot more patience than I do when I am not microdosing
what were the unwanted effects or challenges of ingesting mushrooms while parenting?
none at all. I feel like microdosing helps me be a better parent.
what benefits have you noticed about your children that you attribute to the mushroom?
n/a

Summary

what would you like to say to other mothers & pregnant/birthing people about your own experience?
be as intuitive as possible when going on your mushroom journey.
would you recommend this path to other people?
definitely!!!

About the MOTM

Age:
35
Location:
BC Canada
Mother of:
one
Gender identity:
female
Dosing:
microdose (.1 - 1 gram)
Protocol:
intuitively - as needed

The Story

how many children do you have?
one
how many pregnancies have you had?
3
how old were you when you gave birth?
32
what are your childrens' ages?
2
did any of those end in early release? (miscarriage, still birth or abortion?) if so, can you share a little about those experience?
I practice holistic contraception involving fertility awareness and plant support if needing to release an unwanted pregnancy. I have had three pregnancies confirmed by tests, perhaps more unconfirmed. One lead to the birth of my daughter. One I tried to stop with medication. This lead to an incomplete abortion and eventually a near fatal hemorrhage. Another I stopped with plants.
what surprised you about the mushroom journey?
I was not able to comfortably go on large doses while with her father. Once I changed my life and moved on, I started dating someone else I truly felt safe with. With him I have had some incredible journeys at low macro doses (1g approximately) with absolutely stunning visuals that reflect my love and trust in him. I'm now off pharmaceutical meds and feeling good.

Protocol & Dosing

with psilocybin, what has been your dosing experience?
microdose (.1 - 1 gram)
how long did you dose for?
still dosing
if microdosing, what size would you have? (.1 - 1gram)
.1g
in what form were you ingesting the mushroom?
Tincture
how often did you dose?
intuitively -- as needed
if you were on a protocol, what protocol did you follow?
I take my tincture almost daily. Technically I dose intuitively but I use it most days. I typically use less than .1 g and it is mixed with lions mane.
did you have any support with dosing?
when did you start ingesting mushrooms?
before i became pregnant

Pregnancy

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms before your pregnancy?
I started for fun as a young person, and eventually started making a tincture to assist with my mental health. I take 10 to 100 mg a day with the tincture and used to to replace an SSRI that did not work for me, during a time when I deeply needed mental health support.
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms during your pregnancy?
I was advised to continue my mental health meds during pregnancy in order to keep myself stable. I found pregnancy enjoyable but was in a difficult relationship with my daughters father. I cut back on most of my pharmaceuticals, taking the lowest possible doses to still have good impacts, researching if staying on them was safe for baby. I kept using my tincture as per usual because I trusted it was safe given the long lineage of indigenous folks who have used mushrooms during pregnancy.
what benefits did you notice in your pregnancy?
I was very happy during pregnancy. I had a challenging birth and I think microdosing helped me process it.

After Birth & Breastfeeding

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms after you gave birth?
To keep my mental health stable and because I feel it was safe. I was also taking a fairly low dose all things considered.
did you ingest mushrooms while breastfeeding?
Yes
did you notice any benefits to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
Many people have told me my baby is quite smart and well adjusted. She is very engaged with the world around her and always has been since birth. She is a good sleeper and always has been. I don't know if these qualities are a result of microdosing but I don't see any negative impacts as a result and tremendous positive impacts for me. I've always wondered if my daughter's old soul qualities come from, at least partially, from microdosing. Microdosing has completely changed my life and helped me become less reactive and more happy. I'm no longer trapped in my trauma.
did you notice any challenges to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
I didn't have an challenges personally. I've listed benefits above.

Parenting

what benefits did you notice in your parenting that you attribute to the mushroom?
I'm able to be present and loving with my daughter and show up for what is unfolding in the here and now. Her father ended up cheating on me and becoming quiet unstable and I was able to move into single parenthood, and court and uprooting my life to move to a more supportive community - with alot of grace and patience. Mushrooms help me keep stable. They help me connect to her awe and wonder and also stay rooted in my own needs.
what were the unwanted effects or challenges of ingesting mushrooms while parenting?
None as far as I could tell
what benefits have you noticed about your children that you attribute to the mushroom?
My daughter is funny, smart, loving and curious. She is able to be friends and social with many people. She is brave. She adjusts well to change.

Summary

what would you like to say to other mothers & pregnant/birthing people about your own experience?
If you are curious about microdosing I highly recommend it! I believe it is safe and I encourage you to trust your intuition. Powerful things can happen even with low doses
would you recommend this path to other people?
Absolutely

About the MOTM

Age:
35
Location:
Brooklyn NY
Mother of:
one
Gender identity:
female
Dosing:
microdose (.1 - 1 gram)
Protocol:
intuitively - as needed

The Story

how many children do you have?
one
how many pregnancies have you had?
1
how old were you when you gave birth?
Will be 35!
what are your childrens' ages?
5 month is gestation
did any of those end in early release? (miscarriage, still birth or abortion?) if so, can you share a little about those experience?
No, currently pregnant
what surprised you about the mushroom journey?
How open my community is to talking about it

Protocol & Dosing

with psilocybin, what has been your dosing experience?
microdose (.1 - 1 gram)
how long did you dose for?
two months
if microdosing, what size would you have? (.1 - 1gram)
.15g
in what form were you ingesting the mushroom?
capsules
how often did you dose?
intuitively -- as needed
if you were on a protocol, what protocol did you follow?
james fadiman - one day on, two days off
did you have any support with dosing?
when did you start ingesting mushrooms?
before i became pregnant

Pregnancy

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms before your pregnancy?
I chose to Microdose for clarity and for a deeper connection to myself, to spirit and to nature. Tapping into remembrance
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms during your pregnancy?
This is My first pregnancy, it feels like a huge initiation and I felt that mushroom medicine could help me to ease into this new transition
what benefits did you notice in your pregnancy?

After Birth & Breastfeeding

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms after you gave birth?
I will continue to Microdose post birth to maintain that feeling of closeness to myself , to my partner, my baby and to community & beyond
did you ingest mushrooms while breastfeeding?
did you notice any benefits to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
I’ve been feeling less anxious about it, feeling more connected to the baby and to my body
did you notice any challenges to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?

Parenting

what benefits did you notice in your parenting that you attribute to the mushroom?
I’m hoping that my microdosing will help me to maintain a cool mind and open heart through my parenting journey
what were the unwanted effects or challenges of ingesting mushrooms while parenting?
The judgement from my midwives
what benefits have you noticed about your children that you attribute to the mushroom?
I’m hoping that her and I are deeply connected on a psychic and physical level

Summary

what would you like to say to other mothers & pregnant/birthing people about your own experience?
It’s been a wild journey so far & im grateful for the plant medicines that help to keep me grounded and connected to spirit simultaneously
would you recommend this path to other people?
Most definitely

About the MOTM

Age:
27
Location:
California
Mother of:
two
Gender identity:
female
Dosing:
microdose (.1 - 1 gram), mid dose (1-3 grams), full dose (3+ grams)
Protocol:
intuitively - as needed

The Story

how many children do you have?
two
how many pregnancies have you had?
2
how old were you when you gave birth?
24, 25
what are your childrens' ages?
2, 3
did any of those end in early release? (miscarriage, still birth or abortion?) if so, can you share a little about those experience?
No, full terms
what surprised you about the mushroom journey?
I didn’t know I could consume it in small doses. It’s perfect.

Protocol & Dosing

with psilocybin, what has been your dosing experience?
microdose (.1 - 1 gram), mid dose (1-3 grams), full dose (3+ grams)
how long did you dose for?
still dosing
if microdosing, what size would you have? (.1 - 1gram)
.25g
in what form were you ingesting the mushroom?
capsules, teas
how often did you dose?
intuitively -- as needed
if you were on a protocol, what protocol did you follow?
Not often
did you have any support with dosing?
professional microdosing/ psilocybin coach/ support person
when did you start ingesting mushrooms?
before i became pregnant

Pregnancy

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms before your pregnancy?
Spiritual experience
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms during your pregnancy?
I consulted with Mikeala about its safety. I wanted to experience natural pain relief and mood enhancer.
what benefits did you notice in your pregnancy?
Pain relief, balance in emotions, joy

After Birth & Breastfeeding

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms after you gave birth?
Improved mood, energy, and body comfort
did you ingest mushrooms while breastfeeding?
Yes
did you notice any benefits to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
My baby is very intelligent, and advanced
did you notice any challenges to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
No challenges

Parenting

what benefits did you notice in your parenting that you attribute to the mushroom?
More patience with my children, excitement
what were the unwanted effects or challenges of ingesting mushrooms while parenting?
None
what benefits have you noticed about your children that you attribute to the mushroom?
Self expressed, creative, intelligent, kind to the earth, in tune with nature

Summary

what would you like to say to other mothers & pregnant/birthing people about your own experience?
Trust your intuition, more than institutions.
would you recommend this path to other people?
Yes and I have

About the MOTM

Age:
39
Location:
California
Mother of:
one
Gender identity:
female
Dosing:
microdose (.1 - 1 gram), mid dose (1-3 grams), full dose (3+ grams), high dose (6+ grams)
Protocol:
intuitively - as needed

The Story

how many children do you have?
one
how many pregnancies have you had?
2
how old were you when you gave birth?
35
what are your childrens' ages?
4
did any of those end in early release? (miscarriage, still birth or abortion?) if so, can you share a little about those experience?
Currently pregnant with my second child
what surprised you about the mushroom journey?
How healing it truly is

Protocol & Dosing

with psilocybin, what has been your dosing experience?
microdose (.1 - 1 gram), mid dose (1-3 grams), full dose (3+ grams), high dose (6+ grams)
how long did you dose for?
throughout the year
if microdosing, what size would you have? (.1 - 1gram)
.1g
in what form were you ingesting the mushroom?
capsules, teas, whole, powdered
how often did you dose?
intuitively -- as needed
if you were on a protocol, what protocol did you follow?
Intuition
did you have any support with dosing?
professional microdosing/ psilocybin coach/ support person, friends/ relatives/ community member guidance, Ceremony settings
when did you start ingesting mushrooms?
before i became pregnant

Pregnancy

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms before your pregnancy?
Mental health / soul health
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms during your pregnancy?
Only have microdosed during pregnancy .1-.2
what benefits did you notice in your pregnancy?
Peace of mind and more connection to source

After Birth & Breastfeeding

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms after you gave birth?
For mental and soul health
did you ingest mushrooms while breastfeeding?
No
did you notice any benefits to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
Didn’t do with my first pregnancy
did you notice any challenges to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
Didn’t do with my first pregnancy

Parenting

what benefits did you notice in your parenting that you attribute to the mushroom?
Calm nature, more playful, more imaginative, centered, carefree yet responsible
what were the unwanted effects or challenges of ingesting mushrooms while parenting?
Only felt comfortable microdosing. Any macro doses would be once childcare was established and in a held and safe container : ceremony setting (once a year)
what benefits have you noticed about your children that you attribute to the mushroom?
Same as above

Summary

what would you like to say to other mothers & pregnant/birthing people about your own experience?
Let’s have more open discussions about this! And would love to have a ceremony with just pregnant mamas! Let’s do it!
would you recommend this path to other people?
Yes

About the MOTM

Age:
35
Location:
California, USA
Mother of:
two
Gender identity:
female
Dosing:
microdose (.1 - 1 gram), mid dose (1-3 grams)
Protocol:
intuitively - as needed

The Story

how many children do you have?
two
how many pregnancies have you had?
3
how old were you when you gave birth?
30
what are your childrens' ages?
4.5 yrs and 2 yrs old
did any of those end in early release? (miscarriage, still birth or abortion?) if so, can you share a little about those experience?
1 was an abortion when I was 17 or 18. It was an unplanned, unexpected pregnancy and I had zero desire to bring a human into the world at that time. It was physically and emotionally and spiritually painful, but the best choice at the time.
what surprised you about the mushroom journey?
How each microdose feels like it builds from the last. It feels very much like a relationship. I am not great about intention or integration or the spiritual aspect, but over time, those things have organically deepened.

Protocol & Dosing

with psilocybin, what has been your dosing experience?
microdose (.1 - 1 gram), mid dose (1-3 grams)
how long did you dose for?
throughout the year
if microdosing, what size would you have? (.1 - 1gram)
.25g
in what form were you ingesting the mushroom?
powdered
how often did you dose?
intuitively -- as needed
if you were on a protocol, what protocol did you follow?
Mostly intuitively but also Fadiman
did you have any support with dosing?
when did you start ingesting mushrooms?
before i became pregnant

Pregnancy

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms before your pregnancy?
It was while I was still breastfeeding my 1st, because my mental health was suffering and I had already tried many different Rx psych meds
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms during your pregnancy?
My mental health was seriously suffering by the third trimester of my 2nd pregnancy and I needed emotional support and I knew how much it had helped prior to becoming pregnant.
what benefits did you notice in your pregnancy?
Emotional regulation, improved sleep, improved mood, more presence with my toddler, solid ability to grieve all the things in early mother/parenthood/transition from 1 to 2

After Birth & Breastfeeding

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms after you gave birth?
It had been so helpful in the past and it continued to support me through the transition of becoming a parent. I struggled w emotional regulation, severe anxiety, intrusive thoughts, and thoughts of ending my life. Microdosing supported me through all of it (along w other relational/human guides)
did you ingest mushrooms while breastfeeding?
Yes
did you notice any benefits to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
I was able to recognize and accept my own needs better, I.e end the breast feeding journey bc it wasn’t for me. My babe was able to self soothe really well for a newborn.
did you notice any challenges to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
Both myself and children are highly sensitive organisms, so at an incorrect dose sensory stimuli felt more overwhelming.

Parenting

what benefits did you notice in your parenting that you attribute to the mushroom?
Being able to be more present, playful, and compassionate. Being able to do the heavy inner healing work needed to be the parent my children need me to be/that I want to be. Being able to learn and implement new things more easily. Being able to better regulate myself.
what were the unwanted effects or challenges of ingesting mushrooms while parenting?
Microdosing makes very clear what isn’t working and it can be challenging to sit with that and limitations around making changes, lack of access. I also don’t get as much sleep as a parent which isn’t helpful for healing or integration (or anything )… that’s more of a parenting issue than a mushroom one though…
what benefits have you noticed about your children that you attribute to the mushroom?
I’m not sure about this one. I believe what impacts me has a direct impact on my kids and I don’t know if my kids had enough direct contact w the mushrooms… unsure

Summary

what would you like to say to other mothers & pregnant/birthing people about your own experience?
What’s genuinely good for the parents is usually good for baby.
would you recommend this path to other people?
Absolutely.

About the MOTM

Age:
32
Location:
Canada
Mother of:
two
Gender identity:
female
Dosing:
microdose (.1 - 1 gram), mid dose (1-3 grams), full dose (3+ grams)
Protocol:
intuitively - as needed

The Story

how many children do you have?
two
how many pregnancies have you had?
3 (currently pregnant)
how old were you when you gave birth?
30
what are your childrens' ages?
1.5 & unborn currently
did any of those end in early release? (miscarriage, still birth or abortion?) if so, can you share a little about those experience?
1 abortion, first pregnancy during late teens while actively on birth control. Went with the surgery procedure and never went back on birth control after
what surprised you about the mushroom journey?
How much support in the psychedelic/plant medicine community there is on this specific aspect of

Protocol & Dosing

with psilocybin, what has been your dosing experience?
microdose (.1 - 1 gram), mid dose (1-3 grams), full dose (3+ grams)
how long did you dose for?
two months
if microdosing, what size would you have? (.1 - 1gram)
.15g, .2g, .25g
in what form were you ingesting the mushroom?
capsules, teas, Honey
how often did you dose?
intuitively -- as needed
if you were on a protocol, what protocol did you follow?
Intuitively
did you have any support with dosing?
when did you start ingesting mushrooms?
before i became pregnant

Pregnancy

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms before your pregnancy?
Originally for medical purposes, specifically for migraine help. After a while it became more of a practice that incorporated a deeper spiritual connection on my life and helped with various other aspects of life.
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms during your pregnancy?
To continue to help with migraines and mental health
what benefits did you notice in your pregnancy?
When I first got pregnant I stopped microdosing and my migraines came back full force. After 3 months I couldn’t bare it anymore and refused to take what the doctors prescribed and chose to silently microdose after listening to various episodes of the MushWOMB temple. My migraines lessened and I also found a Deeper connection to myself, my body, the process and my unborn baby while still having the medical benefits of mental health benefits. I found myself less afraid of the unknown in this new adventure.

After Birth & Breastfeeding

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms after you gave birth?
To help with migraines and PPD
did you ingest mushrooms while breastfeeding?
Yes
did you notice any benefits to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
Myself, various benefits from migraine control, mental health balance and low experiences with PPD. Greater connection level to my son. I didn’t notice anything overly specific with my son on days I microdosed vs not to be honest.
did you notice any challenges to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
This next baby I’ll pay more attention to the experience between being on and off cycles with microdosing. I feel like the new experience of motherhood might have distracted my vision in being able to really focus on if there was changes with my first baby between cycles. My baby was super chill and still is, whether that was a benefit from or not I’m not sure.

Parenting

what benefits did you notice in your parenting that you attribute to the mushroom?
I’m deeply self aware of my emotions which allow me to be able to maintain more control over them specifically in over stimulating moments.
what were the unwanted effects or challenges of ingesting mushrooms while parenting?
During a microdose I sometimes experienced high emotions that in that moment made it hard to control - great experiences needed to learn the self control but in the moment often resulted in a few tears
what benefits have you noticed about your children that you attribute to the mushroom?
Potentially how “chill” my son is - everyone always comments on it.

Summary

what would you like to say to other mothers & pregnant/birthing people about your own experience?
You’re not alone, trust your intuition and follow your heart. Find the right support and community, it’s here!!
would you recommend this path to other people?
Absolutely

About the MOTM

Age:
Location:
Mother of:
Gender identity:
Dosing:
Protocol:

The Story

how many children do you have?
how many pregnancies have you had?
how old were you when you gave birth?
what are your childrens' ages?
did any of those end in early release? (miscarriage, still birth or abortion?) if so, can you share a little about those experience?
what surprised you about the mushroom journey?

Protocol & Dosing

with psilocybin, what has been your dosing experience?
how long did you dose for?
if microdosing, what size would you have? (.1 - 1gram)
in what form were you ingesting the mushroom?
how often did you dose?
if you were on a protocol, what protocol did you follow?
did you have any support with dosing?
when did you start ingesting mushrooms?

Pregnancy

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms before your pregnancy?
why did you choose to ingest mushrooms during your pregnancy?
what benefits did you notice in your pregnancy?

Postpartum & Breastfeeding

why did you choose to ingest mushrooms after you gave birth?
did you ingest mushrooms while breastfeeding?
did you notice any benefits to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?
did you notice any challenges to a) yourself b) to your baby and what were the benefits when ingesting mushrooms while breastfeeding?

Parenting

what benefits did you notice in your parenting that you attribute to the mushroom?
what were the unwanted effects or challenges of ingesting mushrooms while parenting?
what benefits have you noticed about your children that you attribute to the mushroom?

Summary

what would you like to say to other mothers & pregnant/birthing people about your own experience?
would you recommend this path to other people?
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